Brilliant story and very well written! I understand your feelings during the pandemic, how in a strange way it felt normal or more like your experience generally. I felt like that too, because life can be so overwhelming and stressful, with crowds everywhere, etc. There was a sense of peace that transcended during the pandemic, but also an eerie feeling too. I recall being afraid walking along a normally busy street, as no-one was around, so felt very alone and vulnerable. I think strengths were developed during the pandemic, as people had a chance to breath and reflect on their lives and many choose new avenues to pursue. I think the pandemic changed life a lot and created many social divisions in society and addressed already existing diverse issues. It was a sad and difficult time for most people, and very isolating for those who lacked support before the pandemic. This makes it more important to live our lives well. and reassess our needs and priorities.