Great story Sheamus. You're a young person with remarkable insights. We're generations apart but feels like we share similar insights. All your attitudes are good and you can only have success, no matter how difficult it is. I've had really tough times when I was younger, and was a bit like you. You've inspired me to write a story about "shortcuts to happiness", as I studied a module in Psychology about Emotion and Cognition". I still have a great book "Emotion: The Science of Sentiment".