if you don't like something and don't want to do it, you can't make yourself. Programming isn't for people who aren't good at it or don't like it. It's not that i don't like it either but it's too demanding and at this stage I've chosen not to do it, unless for hobby. I am not doing anything else online but working on building my substack and hoping to progress over there also. I also want to get into writing ebooks and anything else that suits me.