I've also felt this over the last 6 months. There seemed to be one thing after another and a really weird feeling on Medium. Just before Christmas, I found certain things very toxic and considered leaving. It felt robotic and felt I was losing touch with the rest of my life. Something definitely felt off for some time. I also felt my energy was being used negatively and I didn't like that.
Feeling upset and angry for getting $5.62 for 1.3k reads, would upset anyone! You're a gifted writer Liberty and I've always liked reading your stories. You're very honest and transparent, which is why the current situation upsets you so much. I think we should all show solidarity throughout this Medium crisis and make our voices heard. I am in the process of drafting a story for Illumination. I want to include other writer's voices and their stories. Would you be ok if I tagged you in the story? I will include the one you wrote yesterday, that I commented on.