Thanks, yes writing is a salvation sometimes and saves our sanity. That's an idea to write about transformation, as it's a positive forward moving word. I don't like the feeling of being stagnant or even going back and in fact I can't. I discovered recently I can't go back to past relationships. I am just about managing going back to a place I lived in before, that has both good and bad memories, but I can't go back to unhealthy relationships. Thanks for responding to my comment. Definitely food for thought, for another story!